The Wait

I started bleeding last Sunday.  I am currently down to just spotting.  I went in this morning for my HCG draw to see where we are.  I'm praying it's close to 0.  My body is so screwy though I wouldn't be shocked if it is still 333.  I can't believe we are still trying to have baby number 3.  I never imagined this happening in a million years.  It's heartbreaking and frustrating at the same time.  Now I just want answers and to try again.  I'm having a random pain on the right side right now.  I wonder if I'm trying to ovulate even though I'm still spotting.  We won't be trying again until probably December.